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~Callan Blackthorn, Black Dragon Emperor~

He is the Soulmate of An'Thaya's other self, the mate of Agaruloki. His soul is in constant turmoil, the Silver in his heritage at constant odds with the Black. From the moment they met Callan had an unnerving talent for getting under her skin.

It took years for trust to build, though now their houses are allied. D'Riel, Alcarin, Badb Catha and Blackthorn. Battle Bonded to Tay's brother, allied to her husbands. The attraction beneath the sharp words and violent actions was never meant to surface. It was just one moment, mistaken identity, which led to a night that could not be erased. The Amazon had allowed her dragonself to borrow her body for an evening of dinner and dancing with Callan in his half-elven form, it was never meant to be more than that. Just for a few minutes Thaya was foremost in consciousness, giving aide to a game beneath the water. One second brought the redhead's world crashing down around her ears. Callan thought Agaru was still in control ... one bite, one kiss, one realization that the Black didn't hold who he thought he did. Defences came down and trust and alliances were broken. Driven by S'Hean instinct and sparked desire, An'Thaya gave herself over to the Dragon Emperor ... just once, but once was enough.



They kept their secret, for if anyone were to find out ... There was far too much to lose for both of them. Husbands, friends, alliances ... all betrayed. Love? It was there, beneath the surface. But sometimes the price of love is much too high. And yet...
An'Thaya's soul shattered, the stress of her past and the torment of her heart too much for her to bear. Her bonds broken she plunged into insanity and Agaru took over, taking her to Mira Badb Catha, Callan's daughter, who attempted to heal her soul. In the end, it took Callan himself, forcing a bond and dragging the Amazon back from death's door.

A confrontation, an emotion that could no longer be denied. The choice was made at a terrible price, but An'Thaya could not bring herself to regret it.
She gave up Adarin, and at long last... Galain Alcarin. Set free, she followed the will of her heart.
How can one deny their self? Their own soul? Which is what, in essence, Callan Blackthorn ... had become.
Over time, their souls have become merged to the point where they cannot be parted. The Amazon has found her soulmate, her heart, and her greatest love in the Black Dragon Emperor.










Soul-Merge


Bring Me To Life - Evanescence

How can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)